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not his faultthe phone rang for the tenth time that night. she looked down at the id. it was his number. she sighed and set the phone on mute. she didnt want to talk. she didnt want to deal. she didnt want to pick up that phone and spend the next hour screaming and arguing with the one person she gave a damn about. instead she poured herself into her book. ten min later the phone rang again. same number, same reaction. this time she couldnt focus on the words on the page. fuck keats. fuck his poetry. she couldnt read another depressing poem about death. another ten min pass. another call. this time she threw her book at the wall. the resounding smack acco not his fault
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telling you thistelling you this
is probably the hardest thing ive ever done how do you bare your soul when youve been hiding for so long to share your secrets
to someone who could
very well not care why do i need to do this ill never see you again youll leave never to return who am i kidding it doesnt matter youll never hold me what will i say that could change anything... telling you this
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untitled againlife is full of pain why would mine matter if i could make it fair
i would but i cant so i will live with my pain and in so doing this hurt you as well im sorry truly i am i cant change
not even for you try as i have i cant ive failed failed you and myself everything i stand for cherish what you have live please live for me but dont ask again please dont hurt me as i have you is that too much to ask...
16feb07 untitled again
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procrastination is the key

Fri Nov 6, 2009, 11:37 AM

i should be working on my Nanovel....i should be study...i should be working on that paper due next week...i should be looking over my music...i should be cleaning my room....i should be doing laundry....i should be talking to Master....i should be doing so many other things....but i dont want to today.....

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Current Residence: not where i want to be
Interests: reading, drawing, music, painting
Favourite movie: RENT, August Rush, Batman Begins, LOTR, Twilight, Ps I Love You, American Flyers
Favourite band or musician: Chris Botti, Rascal Flatts, Panic at the Disco
Favourite genre of music: jazz- my comfort music
Favourite artist: a friend from schools work
Favourite poet or writer: Raymond E. Feist,
Favourite photographer: also a friend from schools work...not the same girl
Favourite style of art: music
MP3 player of choice: mine...a 16 gig ipod touch
Favourite game: chess
Favourite cartoon character: walle
Tools of the Trade: pen, pencil, notebook, ipod